Not all those who wander are lost

The reward for conformity was that everyone liked you except yourself. 
- Rita Mae Brown


And i have already spent too many years hating myself...


I had a job interview again... yeah i am still jobless.

There were like a million other applicants, all armed with horribly good work experiences and a glib mouth. Yours truly, just spoke when spoken too and KNEW what she spoke. Is it so bad to want to be truly noticed and wanted for your creativity, NOT how you hard sell yourself.
It is just so hard to be an advertiser, when i am the sale product- a human with an active imagination, dreams, strengths and faults too?

I am not eccentric.  It's just that I am more alive than most people.  I am an unpopular electric eel set in a pond of goldfish.  
-Dame Edith Sitwell


Sometimes its not about the approval or disapproval, it is more. About seeing through a charade of boring ideas, stagnant mind and conformist 'norm ed' creativity. Anyway, there will be a place for the ideas in my head too...someplace.

A doll doing what dolls don't generally do.

Sayonara